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A Little 'Bout Me
Rachel Says: refresh if you wanna check out for new updates!

Rachel Says: close windows if you really do not want to visit my webpage.
Please do not come and view my blog if you seriously got a problem with me, as I do not welcome people like you.

I can be very friendly, but nasty too!

Beware!

typical girl, like anyone you see down the street.
one thing you should already know, i am Super Unfriendly.
I'm not kidding.
Easily irritated, Annoyed and has Extremely No Patience. Stay Away!

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Important People
My Koh Family. - Daddy & Mummy

My SK Family. - Karrie, Karen, Hui Li, Eric, Deric, Allan, Eddie, John, Ah Leong KorKor & AlvinLim

My 137 Family. - Eric, Karrie, Deric, ShuZheng, Leonard, Kelvin, Dane, ZhenYou, & Daryl

My Close Friends. - Kai Jun, Raven, XiangXiang, KianEan, Javier, Anne, EdwinZ, EdwinK & Amelia




(: Happy girl 91
Written on: Thursday, January 19, 2012
Time: 10:08 AM

Don't ask me why.

Just have to know that I am really happy.

I just want to bloggggg and say that I am HAPPY.

HAHAHAHAHA,

I know damn lame lah . But I'm seriously happpppppy! :D

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Written on: Tuesday, January 10, 2012
Time: 3:49 AM

HELLO READERS! :D

I very long never update liao! :D:D:D!

^.^ K la. I tell you all what la .
I gonna update photos instead of hundreds of words la k . ^.^


 ^.^ YZ and me :D

 Again ^.^

 My Loves, (:

 T, YinChi

 X, YaoYi

 PINKY ! :D

 My new iPhone Housing. Mine in Pink!

 Went out with Domokun Cap and Tee! :D

 
my nails :D


Sweet ! from Grandson .


Okay ,

Hi Readers, Enough ? I guess so uh. LOL!
Anyw, yup. Been working and working.
NO TIME FOR SHOPPING.. So not much update.

Most of the weekends, Im drinking :P

Then hmmm, not much changes luhs. :/ just busy and busy with work stuffs. 

&  I very busy now -___- Didi spamming me on msn -___-;
K la I go chat w him liao. 

byebye!




Stop everything.
Written on: Thursday, November 10, 2011
Time: 2:21 AM

Gonna stop everything.

Just work.

Not a single hope for anything now.

Everything just..

I don't know how to say.

I don't think I need anyone.

Just leave me alone.

Please.

Be it whoever you are.

Leave me alone.

Sigh..
Written on: Thursday, November 3, 2011
Time: 7:14 PM

): I vomited again..

Looks like I am not really recovering. ):
But yeah, I guess I will be alright..
maybe in a month time or longer?

And I miss the kids a lot now ):
Really a lot.
I went to visit them yesterday.
Left with heartache because I know
I could no longer take care of them
like I did in the past anymore.

Yesterday, YinChi's questions really stunned me.
Because I do not know how should I tell her what had happened..
Why am I no longer working in Casi helping her dad and
why am I no longer staying in her place..

It's quite painful for me to think back of the past and
yeah.

lols.

I don't think anyone can put themselves in my shoes and
think because they are too selfish for themselves.
I'm so sorry that I said this, but it's true.
You all aren't me, even if you put yourself in my shoes,
you are still unable to understand why I choose to so cruel to myself.

Because you guys haven been close to the kids, yes, it's not mine.
But we do have feelings, or maybe you guys just don't understand the love
I have for them. It's just like how you love your own family members.
They are really like my own, we are so close, we spent our days and nights together.
Not long, a year and that's enough for me to cry my heart out for what it is like now.

Maybe I did the right decision leaving him but
I can't leave the kids because I love them too!
And it's way too much than a relationship.
I likes kids, yes I do. And when you were once ready to
accept the family, the guy, everything then something went wrong
and it's gone. No longer like what you thought and wanted.
Yes, this is life, ups and downs but I can't control myself.

No matter if anyone says that I am just too emotional or whatever.

It's love, my love for them keeps growing stronger and I know
I can't hide.

Only if nothing goes wrong, everything remains the same in the past..
but that's only if.

Today, I let go of everything, accepted my current boyfriend.
I should not let the past affects me, but I know I can't.

I don't want the relationship back but the kids, the love I have for them,
the feelings, the pain..

I don't know how to express myself for all these feelings.

Just feels that I am missing them so much so much and
I can't control.

I thought..
Time: 2:23 AM

I thought I could tell you
what happened today

and how happy I am to see the kids today
but yeah. LOL.

Go there, keep very quiet and see you game.
Go down, listen to your sorrows I've cause.
And end my night with nothing but pain.

(: Nights world.

Some updates...
Written on: Monday, October 31, 2011
Time: 2:22 PM

Hello!

Here's some updateee!

& I haven upload pictures of Aaron being smashed in the face !
HAHHAA!

Shall update the photos very soon!
Hmms,

Today woke up very early..
& yeah, had breakfast then Dota.
Super bored at home seriously.
But hell yeah, it's raining so heavily now that
I can't go anywhere ):

Super sad. But~ !
I can blog ! Since I got nothing to do~ Heh!

& the other day, Aaron promoted my blog to some idk who in
a game. Just to prove if I am a girl or not. Fck -.-'

It doesn't matter if I am a Female or Male -.-'
Fck those people online.
& most importantly, fck Aaron for promoting my blog to
idk who online -.-' zzzz.

Lol.

Well, I am moving my pictures from my phone to my lappy folders.
It's going to take about 6 - 7 mins, tons of pictures -.- Holy god.
Okay! So now...

What shall I do ?
Hmms, no idea what to update you guys really. ):!
Lols, been home this few days, didn't really go out ~

Oh ya ! My parents are back ! (:
Bought me some tibits and yeah!
Favorites ! hahaha!
Food makes my day! :P

Alright, almost complete..
taking another 2 mins I think ? xD!

Lalalala.

Actually, I am thinking if I should keep my hair long or short?
Hmms, both is alright for me, but I prefer short hair though..
but Aaron prefer me to have long hair, s:
Still haven decide if I wanna to keep my hair long or short yet.. lolols.

Oh~! It's done !

Almost ~ x:
HAHHAHA!!


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24th, Aaron's Bday !




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Cute faces.

Supper & out late at night !


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Quite sometime ago..


Recently..after the operation.



Days ago ^-^


Okay. Photos updated.

Stop buggin' me for updates & photos already kays! ^-^

Alright, shall upload them to my fb !

Blog another time! Byebye!

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Happy Birthday To Aaron January ^-^
Written on: Monday, October 24, 2011
Time: 12:15 AM

Happy Birthday Dear (:

Hope that the post is not too late :P

Very proud and happy that I am the first one to wish you on facebook. :P
Heh!

7 months & going on, yes, we are going on (:
Though our relationship are so happening but
yeah, gave a deep thought about us.

Whenever I see new post on your blog,
I know, you are really upset.
Of cause I would like to read your post but
they are all the sad & broken ones.

I just hope one day, I can see some (: post..
instead of those ): posts.

Last but not least..

Thank you & I really love you.
Stop doubting.
Even though I know, sometimes,
I feel like letting go & give up but
yeah, there's always memories & feelings
telling me to stay & go on.

Sometimes, I feel like this relationship is really hopeless
but again, my heart says just try once more.

Other than WCK, I swear, you are my 2nd guy who I would maybe want to
carry on with ~

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I love you & Happy Birthday!

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