Rachel's Life

A Little 'Bout Me

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I can be very friendly, but nasty too!

Beware!

typical girl, like anyone you see down the street.
one thing you should already know, i am Super Unfriendly.
I'm not kidding.
Easily irritated, Annoyed and has Extremely No Patience. Stay Away!

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Important People

My Koh Family. - Daddy & Mummy

My SK Family. - Karrie, Karen, Hui Li, Eric, Deric, Allan, Eddie, John, Ah Leong KorKor & AlvinLim

My 137 Family. - Eric, Karrie, Deric, ShuZheng, Leonard, Kelvin, Dane, ZhenYou, & Daryl

My Close Friends. - Kai Jun, Raven, XiangXiang, KianEan, Javier, Anne, EdwinZ, EdwinK & Amelia

Still thinking and wondering about it .

Written on: Wednesday, October 5, 2011
Time: 6:03 AM

): I am still thinking and wondering about the secret I am keeping it to myself.
): I have no one to talk to about this because.. it's the darkest secret I ever had in my life this moment.

): Everything, isn't this simple. I am pushing everyone away, whoever who cares.

I am pushing everyone away..

The world is never fair, yeah.
Never..

Never never never fair..
I just wanna say.. The world is really never fair.
& I hate to be in this never fair world.

Times & times over again,
disappointments & disappointments again & again.

Tears after tears,
fall, get up, fall & get up over & over again..

Never ending..

I had enough time to realize real lies from real eyes.
but, it's never this simple.

I will never find another same guy I wanted.
Never find another him again.

Never want to be with another unfaithful person,
Never want to be with another emotional uncontrollable person.
Never..

Don't want.. enough.

I want everything to end.
I don't care if you/he gonna be responsible for what had happen.
I am ending it .
Even if I have to suffer, I am going to end it.
My future ? Ruined, long ago.

Don't tell me about future.. it's ruined, long ago.
I am not hoping for the better already.
Don't come over and give me your hugs & tell me everything would be alright with you down here.

The best thing, best choice, best of best decision ;

Learn to be selfish. Be as selfish as you can.
Take away everything you can.
Just take it away.
I need nothing else but myself now.
I need to be strong, strong & firm enough to go on.